Nose Surgery
5.0 stars - Written on October 15, 2019“I gave you a beautiful nose,” said the doctor, smiling. That memory and moment repeats itself in my mind and I cannot express fully how deeply that means to me. Thank you for your quality of perceptiveness behind your kindness. It’s very evident and it’s very rare. I am so grateful for what you did for me.
I’m 52 this month and can easily say I’ve spent my whole life working to build a beautiful mind, soul and spirit. I probably own 8-9,000 books (my husband’s estimate), I’m always reading, learning, striving to grow. But until this moment, I never believed I could be beautiful on the outside and it’s always quietly hurt me.
It would not be perhaps unimaginable to understand. When you’re reasonably accomplished, speak a few languages, Ivy League grad, captain of industry, maybe even called an icon, with a treasure trove of ideas and philosophies, yet when a young, beautiful woman with nary a complicated thought in her heads walks in the room and she know and you know it is her and never you that holds all the men’s attention… I’ve just silently and humbly endured it, sad that the world so quickly grasps outward beauty and so little attention to the subtle but so crucial inner beauty. But I get it. All of us in this world are drawn to beautiful things, myself no less. So I had surrendered, I thought forever, to my unspoken fate.
Until I met you and you set me free. I did not even know how I captured I was by my humble self-image. But now for the first time in my life, I see a spark of outer beauty, I feel so much better, more confident. In fact, every day I just feel radiant and don’t shy away from the mirror. How does a human thank another human sufficiently for such a priceless gift? I am awed, humbled and indescribably grateful for your kindness, grace and deep talent.